Monday, 12 April 2010

No Words

I've been thinking that I want to do a new post here but words fail me. I don't know what to say. Grief overwhelms me. Its a day-by-day thing. Good days. Bad days. I keep saying to myself.."where are you, Daddy"? Because I can't believe he's gone. Surely not. Even when I visit his grave, I can't quite work it all out. He's gone. But surely not. I know it'll get easier.

7 comments:

Carole Anne Carr said...

With love, please read J. Krishnamurti, he may be able to give you the support you need. He has written many books, but I'm thinking about
On Living and Dying.

Hugs, Carole.

Sarah said...

Oh I am so sorry Di. It must be so hard for you. Take care,
Sarah x

Niecey said...

I'm so so sorry.
I've been praying for you all. I'm so sorry.

bluskully said...

im srry to hear tht death is always a hard thing to recover from
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mystele said...

thinking of you...i've been missing my dad, too. it will begin to feel more and more real, but you'll never stop missing him.

you're gonna be ok.

Deirdra Doan said...

May the Lord heal your broken heart...
Try this....go to your local store that has Homeopathic medicines and take "Ignatia"...it helps with grief...take as needed...best not use coffee as it can stop the action of the homeopatic.

"Ignatia is the number one remedy for grief, shock of bad news, loss of a loved one. Many of the emotional symptoms including ill effects of grief and worry. "

Smokey's Daughter said...

It is so hard to deal with something like this.
I hope that your heart starts to heal and that you will be kind to yourself.
Many hugs& shared tears,
Smokey's Daughter